So Lost

I am so so so so bad, as the girls would write ;) I can't get into a groove with blogging lately at all. Its difficult on my phone and I hate being at the computer after working on a computer all day at work. The girls are changing so much. In a way it's easier to write about them when they are little because they are simple, cute witty things they say are easy to put into words and write down and everything is a new milestone. Now everything is difficult, they are changing in every way. I still get excited about all the things we do but you can only blog about trips to the park so many times.  We have been busy enjoying spring, we have had a pretty nice one so far really. Softball starts this week! I seriously loce softball. Its such a fun sport to watch them play. Devan got upset tonight because a coupe boys noticed she was wearing a bra and made fun of her, calling her a her-man. She broke down crying and it literally broke my damn heart. I want the whole world to love her like I do, why is it so hard to see how awesome she is and to break down like her when she is upset. My poor girl. I explained that while her body is changing so are boys minds. They pick on her trying to be the "funny ones" not really thinking about how Devan feels. Unfortunatly she has also been "one of the boys" so that makes things harder too. She is so sweet, I love her to pieces. I have never wanted to drop kick a couple kids so bad in my life.  Then there is Ry, who often is jacked up silly tired when school, homework and chores are finally done. Her idea of a perfect evening is playing Yahtzee with her dad. I love her silly, loud personalitly. She has been randomly walking around like a chicken latetly and tonight busted out a pretty good grab walk. She had us all laughing. I am such a lucky mom, every day I hear, "you are so beautiful mommy", "You are the best Mommy in the world" AND they still like to snuggle me ever day Life is good in the mom department right now. Its forever changing, unpredictble and challenging but I love it.